this is either titled conspiracy theory or go ahead and kick me in the teeth.
so lets go back a few weeks ago. certainly i told you about the weekend, that we took callie and mike with us to sheirs on quantana? well reminded me of these horror stories i used to hear from my mom about when my grandparents would come togather. such as the time alyce and buddy ran into fred and kay at mymoms and had a fight that resuled in kay being thrown down some stairs and having a broken legs. lovely story to grow up hearing when i was a kid. i am not a violent person by nature
so that was the weekend that we gave callie and mike the old van out of the theroy that it would help them. that old rat trap they drive has expired tags, bad windshield wipers and brakes. of course my son in law mike looked down his nose at the 21 year old van that has legal inspection sticker and legal tags. so he got drunk tht night made a big fool of himslef and walked about telling us that he knew how foolish he acts when he drinks, i was foolish enough to think the asshole needed to get a god drunk on and tlet off some tension. well he let off tension cumulating in him jumping out the van. lost a lot of respect for him that night. gary lost some too.
ok it is 4 weeks later and mike is stillnot working. of course he would use the excuse of callies emergcny surgery as holding him back
yes poor callie went to the local emergency room thinking she had a virus. thining they wuld give her something for the vomiting and send her home instead tehy end up keeping her and doing an ercp that day putting a stint in her until the next day when they could take her galbladder out. i took the week off from work cuz honestly after a zillion people knowing that would do that frankly it was my turn to take off and be with my child. it was a tensed week and i had alot of anger. the hosptial service was piss poor. i spent alot of time being angry at things they did there that i thought ws not right. so when she got out i took her home. so when her daughter needed to be registered for school i went and i enjoyed that. i drew the line at registering brando cuz frankly i thought it ws unfair that i get up early drive 30 minutes t get there when they live 5 minutes away and mike could get his ass out of bed and register his son is school. i should have known better than let the register him at 8 in the morning but mike pulled thru. he ws a dummylike myold man would be and did not get the improtant informatin like a change of clothese what about snacks ect.... by saturday i needed a break fromt he lowerys. callie even divulged to me the light bill was due on the 28th and she did not know how they would pay it. same day geff aske me to give him work around the house to pay his light bil. i am not the never ending fountain of money and i would like to spend more moeny on me than giving it away all the time.
ok so calie started turning to sheri. now the conspiracy theory begins. first off i have been told many years ago when geff needed tubes in his ears they would not do surgery cuz we had no money to pay down and no one in my family would have considered helping my grandparents were poor and my parents had barely enough moeny to keep mom happy. my parents would hav never cosnidered helping me with anything garys children needed. in fact they would not acknowldege my sons for years cuz they were garys kids. i hated them for that. that was the kind of prudes they were. gary has done more things form my mom since larry has died than any normal person would have willingly done. gary has done it without being hateful or eman and she has bitten cussed him and been bad. i have trie dnot to be that kind of mother in law to mike and although i refuse to do things for brando that i do for maddie, it is more the fact i always prefered girls to boys and the fact brandon is a brat.
ok so sheri gav them 88 dollars yesterday she gave them adise to go to houston and get the drain removed. callie flatly ignored my advise to go to to the er and get it pulled. should not have wasted my breath. auntie sheri told calllie behin my back not to trust bmh that the dr might do soemthing to spite her if she goes there. instead of going to utmb like the rest of the fools like her that think having insurances is for the elderly and the sick go. so they devised a plan for callie to go to herman hospital there sheri figures tehy will tak out the tubes and do a good job of it. of course i should be glad for the help. callie asked me to babysit thursday now who does she think i am. i dont baby sit i have said for years i dont babysit. and beside that i hav right to send my days as i want and if callie helped me more like with my mo and my life then i might be tempted. she can ask her mother in law or neice. the plan is for mike to take her to houston. according to auntie sheri he needs a chance to redeem himself according to auntie sheri i am too quick to take callies side adn callie makes things sound worse than they are. poor things they are stuck in that house with each other getting on each others nerves. she jumped my ass last night. i let her cu i wanted to hear where she ws comginfrom. she ws coming form a place i think she has ben for awhile and honestly i dont think we should be friends any more. cuz apparently she does not like me very much and she just does not realize it. she looks down her nose at me and does nto getit. i have been mad at her since the time i was drowning and she pushed yhead down further and told me to learn to swim.
well sheri took callie back to the dr and can you believe this she took a tape recorder with her and made the woman state thier policy of recieving at least half of the drs fees cuz there are so many self pay pts out there that just do not pay thier bills. trust me i know this cuz i am one of them. i ws not surprised they told her they wanted money and i hate to admit it although it sucks it seems to be right. medical care is not free unless you are deemed indigent and born of indigency. even when i was pregnant with callie i was too rich to be indigent cuz my step father, who had nothing to do with my own income made too much.
so sheri asked the women she tape recorded would they take the 88 dollars that callie had in pocket from her and they refused. now i do think that was a good move they refused her. so sheri and her planned that if calie has to go to a lawyer later she will have it feels like adamn soap opera you know. but here a piece of informatin callie did not tell me this. sheri did my daughter did not have guts enough to tell me sinc i did not do enough for her the other day that she turned to militant aunt sheri to do something for her cuz aunti e sheri is smarter and prettier and nicer than i am. i know i am sounding like a jeolous house cow but i feel betrayed in all of this. i am glad sheri is tryign to help her but why do i feel like they are purposely going behin my back cuz i cant do enough. sheris surirse over my caling her to tell her about shea grandbaby.
well later when i come back to this
mike will never take callie to houston. he was too lazy and not concerned enough t drive her to the hospital that mornign. whether calie is pitting us against each other and told him not to worry and stay home watch the kids will not be ever divulged. i know the potential is there for that to be the truth but the bottom line to me is no matter what he should have been worried enough about her to gone himself
i am worried about callie and will hate if things get worse for her but the problem is it is in callies ball court. the fact that she seems to waiting for someone to do it for her
i am hurt and i am tired of hurting. i have so much anger these days. i contemplate every day whether this lfe is worth going on with. if i had less people leaning on me i could be hapy.
callies problems ar enot my problems and i hate they are wieghing me down so heaviley. people seem to cont let me down cuz i expect so much of them. i resent sheri giving her the money although i know it helped callie
i noticed on the phone callie is not taking to me much ostly cuz i decided to go back towork and go on with my ow lifeand let her go on with hers.
callie i love you dearly you are a wonderful daughter. but you disappoint me in so many many ways. i am glad you are ok and hope to God you get your medical issues taken care of.
i am sorry that this is not interesting i am sorry for lots of things.
